go auburn!

jessica alba

she change his hair color from blonde to auburn. do u like it or hate it? for me, both of her hair color are gorgeous. but i like this auburn color.it makes her look younger and different.i didn't recognize her when i first saw this photo.

in reply for a friend

Shin Hyesung-First Person


Shin Hyesung-Even If I Erase, Throw Away, and Forget


i just thought of this right after i've seen those two videos above. BEAUTIFUL STORIES DON'T ALWAYS COME UP WITH HAPPY ENDINGS. i don't know what it means, but as i was wondering around right after i watched these videos, it came into my mind. i also remember a friend who shared a story with me yesterday about feelings and stuffs.

maybe some of you don't get what i'm trying to say here. well the point is about life and the world within you including love. if you don't like the music above that's fine. but what i want you to see, is an example of a beautiful story (or should i say a short music drama) with a very heart-breaking ending. honestly, i cried when i watched the 2nd one *too sensitive,hha.* if you read that person's point of view about love in the 1st part and the 2nd part, there's a big difference.

anyway, that's just for an example. back to the topic. beautiful stories don't always come up with happy endings. if you have a very hurting memory, don't think it as a bad thing. it'll make things worse. it's tiring for your body and soul. just think that, it's another chapter of your life with a sad ending. then you open a new chapter with a little better story and hope for a happy ending. life is like a story but more exciting and interesting cause you don't know what the next page is going to be like. my last chapter ends with a very painful ending but it still seems beautiful. in my recent chapter, i'm still hoping for a better ending.^^.

credits : ladyoflake@youtube

song for a friend

dedicated to my friend.hope u have a last long relationship sis!

something that i would like to call destiny

what will come first into your mind if we talk about destiny? some may believe it and some may not. there’s a thing in my mind, I will said that destiny is sucks *no offense*. why? because sometimes or maybe it’s always different from what we really want. have you ever heard someone said "don’t u ever really want something because it may not become a reality" I believe that. when we really wish for something, the thing will happen later was way different than what we have wish. and it’ll make a disappointment. and destiny itself related to the future, so if we said about future, it same as we talk about destiny *for me*. maybe destiny related to something happy or some kind like a happily ever after tales for some people. and it all depends on our point of view. maybe God always create something good for us, but if we see it from now, maybe we would see it as a disaster or a really a bad ending. but we never know about our future. maybe enjoy the life now is the key of happiness in the future. I don’t know yet.

perfection

when i've found something perfect,the other seems wrong in my eyes. sounds naive but i think it's right. no matter what it is, when i found it perfect,then when i look at the others,there's always something wrong with them. although when there's nothing wrong with them. weird? yes. but i'm sure most of people ever feel like that.i don't know if i'm wrong, just my guess. cross my finger now and wish you all have a great day, both today and tomorrow.

my passion

today is my last holiday. well i dont know what to do. maybe posting some blog^^. hahahaha. whatever...

now i just want to go shopping and eating. i feel so bored now. dont know what to do. just sitting in front of my computer and wondering some yummy food. hahahha. what a dumb^^

now i just wondering eating some sushi. hahahaha. i do love sushi. its healthy, yum yum..but the price..bzzz..kindda expensive for me. hahaha. i oftens eat sushi at robatta komachi. its at kelapa gading mall. the taste seems like the other sushi resto. but the price is not too expensive. and why do i love this resto?? hmhmhmhmhm..hehehehe..hahahah..because the chef is handsome. his name is Sato. BWAKAKAKA. me and my friend always try to sit at the 'hot spot' seat. hahahah. i mean, we always try to sit in front of him when he makes sushi. nahahahah..stupid right?

and now i just want to eat frozen yoghurt. owaaahh..its abzolutely my favourite food. YUM YUM. but mostly a lot of fro-yo's store have a bit expenive price. but never mind. go fro yo..yeaah^^

ahh talking about food make me hungry..well..i want to eat now. hahaha. see you^^

dazzle your eyes,shoe lovers!

hey! i just found this new website. haven't checked it our yet. but i think this website will dazzle your eyes, especially for every shoe lovers. it's this website right here http://www.shoedazzle.com/ . i found this website because kim kardashian wrote it in her twitter. for the bonus if you want to follow kim kardashian in twitter, this is the link. have a nice monday everyone.^^.

sometimes i want everything which makes my life more perfect.but the more i try to get it,the more pain i get.i don't know how about u all.but for me,life is full of options, but u can't choose them all,u just can choose one.may be the best for u or maybe the worst.i wish u've choose the best option.
hope u have a happy monday.

happiness

nice song

is that true if happiness just come when we invite it in or it will come by itself?

forever 21

one of the reason why i love this shop

just checked some of the newest clothings online in http://www.forever21.com/ for some of the new arrivals. i really like this clothing shop. well, it's quiet cheap for some and quiet expensive for some.

they sell clothings and accessories which are *just my opinion* very suitable for teenagers and young adults' fashionable-and-stylish-everyday-look. forever21 can upgrade your girly look, tomboyish look, simple style, even your sophisticated style. they even sell some clothings for boys.

my shopaholic me always getting pumped whenever i'm in this shop.can i say addicted? haha. well, i'm not promoting though. i'm just sharing my favorite. ready to upgrade your closet for the fall season??

just love it

if we wanna talk about edgy style, i will say taylor momsen is the goddess. perfect style and i like her. sometimes when i looked someone who use only one color like all black or all white, it's kinda boring. really boring. but i don't know why, when taylor just uses one color, it's look cool on her.

see the same? G-Star Raw Frame bag

when i first saw her at gossip girl season 1, she looked so girly with long hair too. but she has a transformation *really fast trnsformation* and change her style and her hair. and now she is so fabulous. it doesn't weird if she become the next queen bee.

before

after

there's a huge different right? both of them are fab, but i prefer the 'after' one. how about you?

you don't need a reason to fall in love

sometimes stupid things do happen in life. like a couple of posts below that write about love. we might feel like falling in love is the most stupid thing ever yet it's the most wonderful thing in life. every people have their own fairy tale, their own love story. this is another different story of mine.

i have a so-called-crush with a friend of mine who is not my best friend nor my enemy. JUST FRIEND. sometimes this fact really makes me confused. since i'm not close to him, it's hard to reach out for him. i even remembered the time my heart started to feel tickled every time i saw him. *corny, mushy.i know.*

it's been 6 months and there's still no progress. sometimes there seems to be a glitter light of hope but then it quickly fades away. *love, still can't understand it* then i thought to myself, what am i thinking. how can i adore this kind of guy and blah blah blah.. but hey, it's love. you don't need any reason to fall into it. one day you didn't pay any attention to this guy, the next thing you know you already fall for him. that's love, sucks, but you can't live without it either.

never regret whenever you fall in love. it works out or doesn't, that's not the problem. the thing is YOU NEVER KNOW THE REASON WHY YOU FALL IN LOVE, BUT WHEN IT COMES TRUE, YOU DON'T HAVE ANY REASON TO DESCRIBE IT. i don't regret that i fall into this friend, not really pushing into it,not pesimistic, just wanna let it flow.hha.

'beautiful' memory

have you ever had a beautiful moment, but later when you think about it, it makes you cry because you can’t imagine it as a beautiful memory as it is, but as the worst memory which you want to erase it from your life? And for me, it’s a yes, I have got this kind of memory. Let me tell you my ‘shit’ story. I call it shit because I freakingly want to erase everything about it, but like you know I can’t. so I’ve had a crush when I was at my last year of junior high. I tried to know him better and better every single day. I chat with him almost everyday. i like him when he showed his cares, maybe it’s not important for everyone, but something like ‘what are you doing?’ or ‘have you eaten?’ can make me so happy *is that wrong?* I don’t know why, ‘I’m stupid’ or ‘I do whatever it takes to make him happy thing’ that made me told him to trying the best to get his special one which is not me and ‘thanks God’ they’re dating now. I know all the chats and alll his cares can be a beautiful memory,even my feeling for him. but now If you asked me is that a beautiful memory or not, I will say no. a big big NO. because I can’t remember it as a beautiful memory, because everytime I think about him, there’s always tears come up not a smile. I don’t want you to feel sad for me or what, but one thing I’ve learn from that memory, even i can't change it to be a beautiful memory again, i still can see it from the positive side. Cause there’s the only way to make me move on. I know it’s hard but everything need progress right? And I still in my progress now. i know it's complicated, but this is what we call : LIFE. Hahah.
Hope you all have a great day.

i love this song. it has meaning for me.

if you're addicted to fear

so yesterday, my friends and i went to watch phobia2. it's scary but not the best horror i've ever seen. phobia2 has 5 different stories. i only like the fifth story. it's scared A LOT, but i can't stop laughing. not a must watch film, but it's 'entertaining'

the trailer

we call it LOVE

olaa. kalo kemaren-kemaren kita bahasnya tentang fashion, kali ini gw lagi ga mood buat bahas fashion. secara baru melek *pikiran masi ngambang.mata belekan. muka berminyak. rambut kewer-kewer kemana-mana. masi pake baju tidur*. soo, daripada nnti pas gw omongin Dolce & Gabbana malah jadi Dorce Gamalama, mari kita bahas hal lain yang para wanita suka buat di cuap-cuapin.

oke gw tau lah ngomongin yang ini biasanya bikin kita mohok-mohok. cause all girls always sensitive about this. yap. I guess all of you already know. LOVE. all people in the whole world need love. siapa si yang ga butuh? anjing aja butuh masa manusia kaga.

love has 2 sides I think. dark side, and light side. kenapa saya bisa ngomong gitu? karena saya sudah beberapa kalisangat sering merasakan 2 sisi si cinta ini.

dan gw tau semua orang pasti demennya ngerasain yang light side. which is, kita seneng pas lagi diperhatiin. kita mesem-mesem pas dia negor kita. gigi kita kering gara-gara nyengir mulu ngebayangin dia. dan gitu-gitu.....siapa si yang ga suka sama hal yang diatas?

masa-masa begini emang paling bikin klemer-klemer. bikin kita jadi berusaha extra hard untuk menarik perhatian si dia. dan biasanya nih..orang bakal rela mengubah 'jati diri' demi dia. contoh. si dia suka sama cewe yang feminim. kita boro-boro pake rok. yang ada malah nanya "rok itu apa sih?". tapiii kita bakal berusaha make rok kemana-mana. mulai belajar make up meskipun hasilnya kaya Joker. mulai pake heels meskipun pulang-pulang kaki kudu di gyps. mulai membicarakan dunia fashion dengan sesama wanita meskipun dalem hati nanya mulu "ini baju apa kutang yaa?". tapi tetep kita keukeh buat berubah.

nahh. hal-hal kaya gini lah yang bakal ngejurusin kita ke dark sidenya. pas kita lagi gencer-gencernya ganti penampilan DEMI dia, si dia tiba-tiba ninggalin kita. dia yang biasanya negor jadi buang muka. yang biasanya kalo ngobrol bisa berjam-jam, sekarang 5 menit aja ogah. dan usaha kita berubah ga diperhatiin padahal selama ini kita mati-matian mengganti diri kita menjadi hal yang sama sekali engga nyaman. ya yaa emang ga semua ngalamin hal ini si. banyak juga yang berhasil dan akhirnya jadi sepasang orang utankekasih. tapi itu laen crita nyooo..

banyak hal yang bikin dia jadi berubah. bisa aja ternyata dia cuma anggep kita temen. atau dia udah suka cewe lain. atau yang ekstrem deh, kita cuma maenan doang. those things sometimes happened to us. dan akhirnya dia pergi ninggalin kita yang lagi ngais-ngais tanah di bawah ujan. kita yang dulu kerjaannya mesem sekarang jadi mesum. pokoknya berubah 180 derajat.

jadi menurut gw sii, the light side changes to the dark side. sisi enaknya yang bakal berubah menjadi sisi buruk. oke deh kalo lu-lu nganggep gw pesimis abis soal lop-lopan. soalnya ini yang selama ini gw rasain selama ini. ga selamanya si. sering. nah itu. *tapi gw ga pesimis ko. hehe^^*

menurut gw kita semua harus pernah ngerasain rasanya si gelap. jangan maunya enak doang seneng-seneng melayang tinggi. kita harus tau gimana rasanya mati-matian demi seseorang. kita harus tau "oh sakit hati tu begini yaa..". karena semua hal itu bikin kita jadi orang yang lebih menghargai cinta dan akan menjadi orang jauh lebih kuat daripada orang yang ga pernah ngerasain hal kaya diatas. misalnya orang yang selama ini punya prinsip "santai aja, yang ada cowo-cowo pada ngantri ke gw", sekali ngerasain dark sidenya, dia bakal sangat-sangat rapuh. sedangkan kita yang pernah atau bahkan sering ngerasain si gelap, bakal lebih tenang dengan pola pikir "move on bebeh!!". terus orang yang pernah ngerasain dark side akan mikir-mikir dulu sebelum mau mutusin yayangnya karena dia akan mikir "gila kali stengah mampus gw dapetin dia sekarang gw mau gusur..". dan orang yang ga pernah ngerasain akan mikir "sebodo teing euyy..banyak noh di luar sono yang nungguin gw". lihat bedanya?

ya ga salah juga sih buat yang ga pernah ngerasain. ya itu hoki anda. semua orang punya lucknya masing-masing. jangan iri ke orang laen soalnya mereka (keliatannya) seneng terus. soo, jangan samain kita dengan orang lain. jangan mikir ''dia ga cakep-cakep amat tapi kenapa laku gitu?". sekali lagi semua orang punya luck masing-masing. banyak orang biasa yang hatinya baik, makanya disenengin ma orang. banyak orang cakep tapi nyebelin, makanya pada males.

jadiiiii teman-teman.. mengejar cinta itu ga salah. sama sekali ga salah. tapi kita ga perlu kan mengubah diri demi dia?? kita ga perlu kan melakukan hal yang 'engga gw banget' demi 1 orang yang BELOM TENTU sayang ke kita. ga salah mau berubah tapi jangan sampe celingak-celinguk keilangan diri sendiri. ga perlu kan kita melakukan hal-hal ga penting cuma demi dia??

kita ga perlu maksain kalo emang kita ga cocok ma seseorang. misalnya nih dia suka cowo tipe Beckham. tapi style lu kamen rider. ga perlu maksa mau berubah jadi Beckham wannabe. jadilah diri sendiri. karena menurut gw itu penting dalam suatu hubungan. apa lu bakal betah selama pacaran ga menjadi diri sendiri? orang sekeliling lu pun bakal bingung dengan perubahan lu. orang yang lu sayang pun akan jauh lebih menghargai diri lu sendiri daripada yang fake. lagian kalo emang dia sayang ma lu, dia pasti ga nuntut kita ini itu kan? terima apa adanya cuyy.

ahhh...gw jadi mellow ya.hahaha..dodongzzz siii..hwaaaaah..tapi emang ga gampang si buat ngelupain seseorang. butuh waktu extra. hahahah..sebenernya masih banyak yang kepikiran diotak gw. tapi kusut karena kebanyakan. hehehe. nanti deh lanjut. okeh okeh? okey dong coy..hahaha..ok see you then^^CHEERS!

love it

i know it's kinda late but i still love ithim. he's one of my favorite designer. he just so adorable. i love his taste of style and fashion. not too excessive, but still look fabulous.

i just love him !!

Alexander Wang's Studio [preparation for fall 2008 fashion show]
i love the waterproof denim *wish i have one*

this is his latest fashion show.

Alexander Wang F/W 09/10

one thing i learned from him :

BLACK will never go wrong..

fireflies

I'd Like To make Myself Believe That Planet earth Turns Slowly
It's Hard To Say That I'd Rather Stay Awake When I'm Asleep
Cause Everything Is Never As It Seems

let's break up-lee seung gi

i'm bored and i wanna write. but since i'm not into fashion lately, and i'm going to starve if i write about food, maybe i wanna share about a song that i've been listening to lately. LET'S BREAK UP or URI HE-EOJIJA (우리 헤어지자).

well, it's a korean ballade song. *and yes, i'm so into korean stuffs : kpop,kdance,korean guys.hha.kidd.* it's sung by lee seung gi. his voice is just perfect for lullaby-ing. i like the mv a lot. if you just broke up, this song just can make you feel deeper in pain.


here's the subbed MV:


credits : miumiudolls@youtube [raw video] and nglktshinhwa@youtube [subbed video]

miss frog wanna say..

hey there! it's myour new blog. yea its us because there's not only me who will write all the post, but i will blogging with my besties. if you read the title and the name of the blog, you may think that we're fashion blogger. honestly, it's not. we will write about anything we wanna share. maybe fashion is our first thing, but we will not write about fashion every single day. it's kinda boring. so here we start..