rex lewis

by : CBS @ youtube

i found it really amazing.and i love how he play the piano and how he can remember the melody of the song really fast.it makes me believe,there's always something really good behind a bad thing.it's a long video,but it's worth to watch.now i'm reading the novel which his mom write.it called Rex.

when you've got closer with someone you like,i bet you must be very happy.but what if your best friend love the same person as you.what would you do?will you give up for your friend or will you say you dont care and still try to get the person you loved?it's been my question since the day when my best friend become a couple with the one i loved.ok i'll say my world felt like break down when i heard the news,and thats only one thing i could say 'i really hate her.doesnt she care about her friend's feeling?' nothing i can do now,and seems like i can't move on.what should i do?
one of my friend said feeling come and gone but for me it come and will never gone.i really cant forget him.

balloon again

by : pixdaus.com

i've just shared some story with my best friend.she got confuse about her love story.i could say she's on her own dilemma now.she doesnt know

what would she do to her special one.i wont tell the whole story because its her privacy of course.so i found a new parable [if it's a true meaning of 'perumpamaan' lol.] i think boys is like a balloon.when you try to get closer with him,just let him get his own space.it's like a balloon,if we hold it too tight,that balloon will be burst.but if you just hold it casually it wont burst.that is true if you must keep your balloon,but don't let it burst because if it's already burst,it can't turn back again into a balloon.
i'm so sorry if today all i write is about balloon.lol
~sis i'm sure you can through all of this.just be patient and it'll come to you.slowly but sure =)

coming soon : ninja assassin

i'm interested in this new movie. NINJA ASSASSIN. it will be released on 26th november 2009. Bi Rain (yup, a korean star and a world's star) is playing the main character, Raizo. You can read the plot here : http://movies.yahoo.com/movie/1810030348/info

i'm interested not because i'm a big fan of Rain but i'm curious of how is Rain's acting gonna be for the hollywood screen. i think the plot is quite interesting and i enjoy movies about ninjas*don't ask me why, i don't even know the reason, hha.*

here's the trailer :

credit : hollywoodstreams@youtube

rock bottom

spongebob square pants-rock bottom episode

now i dont want to discuss about spongebob square pants films.but after i talked with my friend about love.i just found out that i can learn from this rock bottom episode.which part?it's when spongebob lost his balloon.he force himself to find the balloon,but when he try harder to find it,it is more difficult to find.and finally he let the balloon go and suddenly the balloon get back to him. so what did i learn from this movie?its not about balloon of course.lol.but we can change that balloon with love.everyone want to love and be loved.and sometimes they force themself to find their love.one of them is me.i always try to find my love but it's so difficult to find.like i said before,when i try harder,love is more difficult to find.so i think maybe from now on,i will become more patient.let the love find me with their own ways.
sorry for my really bad english.
hope you all have a nice weekend,keep smile, and be happy.

you will never lie

once you feel love,maybe you'll say it's the sweetest feeling inside your heart.but when you feel the bitter of love,you'll say i won't feel it again for the second time,it really make me sick.but like we have already known we can't deny it when it comes.even when you try to hide that feeling,slow but sure that feeling will show up inside your heart again.it means no matter how hard you try,you will never could lie to a feeling or maybe word 'LOVE'

seperated

i've just found my old ipod and looked at the top rated song.and theres only one song,its called seperated by usher.when i heard that song again,all i thought just 'oh my,i really love this song'
some memories came to my mind when i heard this song.its a sad song for real.it has meaning for me.this song like told about my own story,about a couple who destined to be seperated.like there's only failure for them when they tried to be together.and finally one of them give up and let the other get his/her own way.maybe the one who give up still in love with the other one.theres a question popped in my mind,is seperated just a word?so its easily come out from our mouth?i feel like a melancholic person right now.lol.like when you love someone and 'luckily' he/she's not fall for you.what would you do?can you just say 'bye, you can go your way.i'll go mine' i think its not that easy.i have felt that kind of feeling.its sick.maybe i can say goodbye to him easily,but it doesnt mean i can forget him easily.maybe what i've told isnt match with the song,i'm not sure.
if you wanna hear the song, just click here.