you will never lie

once you feel love,maybe you'll say it's the sweetest feeling inside your heart.but when you feel the bitter of love,you'll say i won't feel it again for the second time,it really make me sick.but like we have already known we can't deny it when it comes.even when you try to hide that feeling,slow but sure that feeling will show up inside your heart again.it means no matter how hard you try,you will never could lie to a feeling or maybe word 'LOVE'

seperated

i've just found my old ipod and looked at the top rated song.and theres only one song,its called seperated by usher.when i heard that song again,all i thought just 'oh my,i really love this song'
some memories came to my mind when i heard this song.its a sad song for real.it has meaning for me.this song like told about my own story,about a couple who destined to be seperated.like there's only failure for them when they tried to be together.and finally one of them give up and let the other get his/her own way.maybe the one who give up still in love with the other one.theres a question popped in my mind,is seperated just a word?so its easily come out from our mouth?i feel like a melancholic person right now.lol.like when you love someone and 'luckily' he/she's not fall for you.what would you do?can you just say 'bye, you can go your way.i'll go mine' i think its not that easy.i have felt that kind of feeling.its sick.maybe i can say goodbye to him easily,but it doesnt mean i can forget him easily.maybe what i've told isnt match with the song,i'm not sure.
if you wanna hear the song, just click here.

I.L.elie saab

elie saab for SS 2010 [sorry for the photo,i made it by myself]

he's one of my fave designer.and he designs the most beautiful gown i've ever seen [for me].click here if you want to see his wedding gown design cause i can't put it all in here. but this is my favorite gown

so classic.and i just love a wedding gown with long tail.

fall shows

the top 10 fave show for fall 2009 [style.com version] :
1. Balenciaga


2. Bottega Veneta


3. Donna Karan


4.Dries Van Noten


5. Erdem


6. Givenchy


7. Haider Ackermann



8. Lanvin



9. Marc Jacobs

love the statement necklace

10. Prada

the boots is WOW

my top 5 fave shows :
1. Louis Vuitton
2. Chanel
3. Jean Paul Gaultier
4. Alexander Wang
5. Lanvin

wish there's a fall season in indonesia. lol. enjoy your day and have a great weekend!

i'm torn

today i found out that my so-called-crush already has a crush who i hope it's me but unfortunately it isn't me. disappointed? yes! heartbreaking? you can say that. moving on? haven't think about it yet. but crying? wanna but i can't. i haven't felt this kind of feeling for a long time. it's bittetsweet. bitter cause his heart isn't for me. sweet cause it's nice to know that he already think about this kind of thing (lalalove). i think it's better for me to listen to my mom for a while. concentrate on school first, boys come second. not really following.XDD

once again

once again she looks gorgeous and her fashion is rocks!sorry for the photo size.can't find a bigger one.love her cropped bomber jacket.she's just amazing.

and they live happily ever after

i've just watched HE'S JUST NOT THAT INTO YOU.and i found it's a really good film and i love it.i learned something from the film,something about happy ending.i always think a happy ending is when the story ends with the words 'and they live happily ever after'.maybe it's more about fantasy not reality and i do agree.but i just believe it since i was a little kid.it must be great if i have that kind of ending.if every ending will be like a 'happily ever after' ending,it'll be good,but if it doesn't?maybe we just think that happy ending is just a bullshit.but now i really believe that everything has their own happy ending.i realize that happy ending isn't only about a 'happily ever after' thing,why can't we call the condition when you can move on after someone you love break you down *which is a broken ending* as a happy ending?or when you still have hope in your heart when you found that the thing is impossible to happen?i myself really want a happy ending for my own story,but i will never know what kind of happy ending will i get.if i get the happily ever after,it will be a really good ending,but if it's not?maybe i can turn it as a happy ending or maybe see it as a happy ending.kinda impossible huh?but if it's a love story,when the one you love dumped you,maybe it's hurt and a broken ending for you.but we can think it as a happy ending because finally you can free yourself from someone who doesn't really love and care about you and you can open your heart again for someone new *who knows it's your true love?* maybe you don't get the point,but it's ok.hope you have a great day today.