yes, i'm envious!

to admit deeply from my heart, i'm envious to everyone who already have a bf/gf. lately, there have been lots of couples happening. CONGRATULATION TO ALL OF YOU^^ despite all of the problems which can occur, i want to feel that kind of feeling again. i like the feeling when there's someone who loves and cares for you (besides family and stuffs), someone who waits for you, someone who stands by you when you're feeling down (besides God), someone for you to hit freely (haha) and lots of other mixed feelings.

although i'm envious, don't know why, but i just like the scene when 2 lovebirds are goofing around. i mean, they know when to be serious and when to not. i love a couple who keep things simple but still loyal to each other. they understand each other and nothing much to be jealous of because they trust each other. for me, if there's no trust in a relationship, besides good communication, then your relationship can be led into a no good path. but if you already given trust, you mustn't cross the border. you still need to keep your bf/gf feeling.

i'm not ready for another relationship. but i know, i'm going for another relationship later. maybe somewhere around my 20's?? woahhh. i think after graduation will be fine XD

our deep condolences..

cr:allkpop

i found out this news yesterday, but yesterday i had no time to write so i write it today. an international model, Daul Kim, 20, had just passed away yesterday. she was found dead in her apartment in paris and it was a suicide. it is rumoured that her death was because of the stress in the fashion industry.

our deep condolences for all of her family and relatives. may you rest in peace, ms. kim.

i finally found it

taylor momsen still be my favorite fashionista. but thats not my point.look at her wedges.it looks really cool.and you know what?today i went to senayan and i found this.

i'm a bad photographer.so sorry ~~

is it look alike?at first, i just want to buy a heels for my cousin's wedding. but when i found this wedges,all i think just i must buy this one.not because i'm a fashion copycat or what but i love wedges.it suits me when i wear no matter a mini dress or casual.and for my cousin's wedding, i bought this.

sorry again.~~

what do you think?which one look better?

L+U+C+K+Y

sometimes i just felt like everyone were luckier than me.have you ever felt that way?when i heard someone said something good about the other someone,one thing came first into my mind 'wow she's lucky' but if i think about thing named lucky now,i'm not sure if it does really exist.what do you think?for example,everytime i tell my friends about someone's luck,they always say it's all depends on God,you can never know what's tomorrow like.so the point is if something good happen to someone,it's all God's plan or it's all about luck or 50:50?i guess i can't answer that question now.but my opinion said that luck and God's plan doesn't always be on the same way.is that right?

sorry if we're not update much lately, there's nothing to share.so this is it for now.
have a good night.