rex lewis

by : CBS @ youtube

i found it really amazing.and i love how he play the piano and how he can remember the melody of the song really fast.it makes me believe,there's always something really good behind a bad thing.it's a long video,but it's worth to watch.now i'm reading the novel which his mom write.it called Rex.

when you've got closer with someone you like,i bet you must be very happy.but what if your best friend love the same person as you.what would you do?will you give up for your friend or will you say you dont care and still try to get the person you loved?it's been my question since the day when my best friend become a couple with the one i loved.ok i'll say my world felt like break down when i heard the news,and thats only one thing i could say 'i really hate her.doesnt she care about her friend's feeling?' nothing i can do now,and seems like i can't move on.what should i do?
one of my friend said feeling come and gone but for me it come and will never gone.i really cant forget him.

balloon again

by : pixdaus.com

i've just shared some story with my best friend.she got confuse about her love story.i could say she's on her own dilemma now.she doesnt know

what would she do to her special one.i wont tell the whole story because its her privacy of course.so i found a new parable [if it's a true meaning of 'perumpamaan' lol.] i think boys is like a balloon.when you try to get closer with him,just let him get his own space.it's like a balloon,if we hold it too tight,that balloon will be burst.but if you just hold it casually it wont burst.that is true if you must keep your balloon,but don't let it burst because if it's already burst,it can't turn back again into a balloon.
i'm so sorry if today all i write is about balloon.lol
~sis i'm sure you can through all of this.just be patient and it'll come to you.slowly but sure =)

coming soon : ninja assassin

i'm interested in this new movie. NINJA ASSASSIN. it will be released on 26th november 2009. Bi Rain (yup, a korean star and a world's star) is playing the main character, Raizo. You can read the plot here : http://movies.yahoo.com/movie/1810030348/info

i'm interested not because i'm a big fan of Rain but i'm curious of how is Rain's acting gonna be for the hollywood screen. i think the plot is quite interesting and i enjoy movies about ninjas*don't ask me why, i don't even know the reason, hha.*

here's the trailer :

credit : hollywoodstreams@youtube

rock bottom

spongebob square pants-rock bottom episode

now i dont want to discuss about spongebob square pants films.but after i talked with my friend about love.i just found out that i can learn from this rock bottom episode.which part?it's when spongebob lost his balloon.he force himself to find the balloon,but when he try harder to find it,it is more difficult to find.and finally he let the balloon go and suddenly the balloon get back to him. so what did i learn from this movie?its not about balloon of course.lol.but we can change that balloon with love.everyone want to love and be loved.and sometimes they force themself to find their love.one of them is me.i always try to find my love but it's so difficult to find.like i said before,when i try harder,love is more difficult to find.so i think maybe from now on,i will become more patient.let the love find me with their own ways.
sorry for my really bad english.
hope you all have a nice weekend,keep smile, and be happy.

you will never lie

once you feel love,maybe you'll say it's the sweetest feeling inside your heart.but when you feel the bitter of love,you'll say i won't feel it again for the second time,it really make me sick.but like we have already known we can't deny it when it comes.even when you try to hide that feeling,slow but sure that feeling will show up inside your heart again.it means no matter how hard you try,you will never could lie to a feeling or maybe word 'LOVE'

seperated

i've just found my old ipod and looked at the top rated song.and theres only one song,its called seperated by usher.when i heard that song again,all i thought just 'oh my,i really love this song'
some memories came to my mind when i heard this song.its a sad song for real.it has meaning for me.this song like told about my own story,about a couple who destined to be seperated.like there's only failure for them when they tried to be together.and finally one of them give up and let the other get his/her own way.maybe the one who give up still in love with the other one.theres a question popped in my mind,is seperated just a word?so its easily come out from our mouth?i feel like a melancholic person right now.lol.like when you love someone and 'luckily' he/she's not fall for you.what would you do?can you just say 'bye, you can go your way.i'll go mine' i think its not that easy.i have felt that kind of feeling.its sick.maybe i can say goodbye to him easily,but it doesnt mean i can forget him easily.maybe what i've told isnt match with the song,i'm not sure.
if you wanna hear the song, just click here.

I.L.elie saab

elie saab for SS 2010 [sorry for the photo,i made it by myself]

he's one of my fave designer.and he designs the most beautiful gown i've ever seen [for me].click here if you want to see his wedding gown design cause i can't put it all in here. but this is my favorite gown

so classic.and i just love a wedding gown with long tail.

fall shows

the top 10 fave show for fall 2009 [style.com version] :
1. Balenciaga


2. Bottega Veneta


3. Donna Karan


4.Dries Van Noten


5. Erdem


6. Givenchy


7. Haider Ackermann



8. Lanvin



9. Marc Jacobs

love the statement necklace

10. Prada

the boots is WOW

my top 5 fave shows :
1. Louis Vuitton
2. Chanel
3. Jean Paul Gaultier
4. Alexander Wang
5. Lanvin

wish there's a fall season in indonesia. lol. enjoy your day and have a great weekend!

i'm torn

today i found out that my so-called-crush already has a crush who i hope it's me but unfortunately it isn't me. disappointed? yes! heartbreaking? you can say that. moving on? haven't think about it yet. but crying? wanna but i can't. i haven't felt this kind of feeling for a long time. it's bittetsweet. bitter cause his heart isn't for me. sweet cause it's nice to know that he already think about this kind of thing (lalalove). i think it's better for me to listen to my mom for a while. concentrate on school first, boys come second. not really following.XDD

once again

once again she looks gorgeous and her fashion is rocks!sorry for the photo size.can't find a bigger one.love her cropped bomber jacket.she's just amazing.

and they live happily ever after

i've just watched HE'S JUST NOT THAT INTO YOU.and i found it's a really good film and i love it.i learned something from the film,something about happy ending.i always think a happy ending is when the story ends with the words 'and they live happily ever after'.maybe it's more about fantasy not reality and i do agree.but i just believe it since i was a little kid.it must be great if i have that kind of ending.if every ending will be like a 'happily ever after' ending,it'll be good,but if it doesn't?maybe we just think that happy ending is just a bullshit.but now i really believe that everything has their own happy ending.i realize that happy ending isn't only about a 'happily ever after' thing,why can't we call the condition when you can move on after someone you love break you down *which is a broken ending* as a happy ending?or when you still have hope in your heart when you found that the thing is impossible to happen?i myself really want a happy ending for my own story,but i will never know what kind of happy ending will i get.if i get the happily ever after,it will be a really good ending,but if it's not?maybe i can turn it as a happy ending or maybe see it as a happy ending.kinda impossible huh?but if it's a love story,when the one you love dumped you,maybe it's hurt and a broken ending for you.but we can think it as a happy ending because finally you can free yourself from someone who doesn't really love and care about you and you can open your heart again for someone new *who knows it's your true love?* maybe you don't get the point,but it's ok.hope you have a great day today.